Lately..
i have to pretend that i am okey..
n i have to act like i'm happy..
but no one knows whats the real situation.
its really damn difficult when u have to take care of everyone's heart..
but somehow i'm wondering..
when would my heart been take care of?
its a hard thing when u have to be with two different people which both are important..
but do they understand ur situation?
as for me.they don't n they won't.
so..
what shud i do?
nothing.
instead of pretending to be okay.
i've tried to understand others situation
but why can't they do the same?
is it difficult?
oh maybe.
so..i think let me sacrifies all the hard feeling n difficult situation.
seriously.
i am hurt..
but do u notice that?
i don't think so.
so let it be.
let me hurt alone..
as long as u are happy.
end.
mood : hurt,alone,wanna cry but no more energy to do it.
