Cukuplah. Aku penat.

dear hati

kau selalu disakiti

dan selalu kecewa

aku rasa

cukup lah

aku penat.

sakitnya hati ni

tade sape yg tau

betapa dalamnya luka ni

dia takkan tau

dan takkan amek tau

kerana mungkin pada die

ianya hanya satu luahan yg tak penting utknye

respon die mmbuatkan aku terasa hina

kerana aku seolah2 terhegeh2 kepada seorang putera raja

sdgkan aku hanyelah pencacai hina

ye.

kau buat aku seperti tu.

mungkin kau tak sedar

dan takkan penah sedar betapa pedihnya hati aku

bila kau curahkan cuka ke atas luka yg baru nk smbuh

aku mungkin tak layak utk kau

atau aku mmg tak layak utk menyayangi dan disayangi

seikhlas hati.

smoga Allah tutupkan pintu hati aku buat sementara waktu

kerana aku terlalu penat utk berhadapan dgn perkara mcm ni

smoga aku sibuk bila da start U nty

amin.

-______-

Back to Work

work means

school stuffs

since L was back to college's stuff

n

since Eff is busy with work

n

since everyone is back to their own business

i think its the time for me to get back to my work

that is

school stuff..

yeah i'm still schooling

but

this is the last year

i have to appreciate this moment

coz i'll never get one anymore.

yesterday i've started bit by bit

n

i could finished some of it.

today i target to finish 2 more

n i know that i can do more than what i aimed.

nothing is impossible rite?

when there's an effort

evrything could be done.

:)

insyaAllah i will reduce using this idiot thing

hahah

till we meet later

gudbye blogger.

u r a true friend of mine.

love u.

Ku Ingin Kamu..

ku ingin kamu is a perfect song for me..

the lyrics are perfect

really perfect

but is it true?

hope so huh..

today i really don understand u..

u are not like before

u are now changed

yes i know u are more matured

but is it how u show that u are matured?

i need u

but u can't understand

why?

remember buddy..

slama ku masih bernafas~

slama Tuhan mengizinkan

ku akan sllu menjagamu..

tp adakah kau kan buat mcm tu gak buddy?

i dun think so.

coz u've changed a lot.

i repeat.

A LOT.

:( i missed u when u always understand me.