Today is a TOUGH day

today

i tried to get up for sahur

i'm recovering from my sickness 2days before

i managed to get up for sahur

n prepare myself for school

at school

i tried to be healthy

not more than 1hour

my headache comes back

i tried to overcome it..

relax

n stop doing what i'm doing at that moment

i'm okay after that

then,

about 2hours later

it started to come again

i hate the situation when i'm excited to be healthy

n my sickness comes back.

its like a bulldozer bumped you when u just found a gold on the ground

during maths lesson

its kindda maximum limit for me

i felt like want to collapse

i tried to do all the questions that teacher had given

i forced myself too hard maybe

n caused my mind blank 

n

at the end

i can't do anymore

just lying my head on the table

n try to overcome my headache

its not a usual headache

its a realllyyyyyy badddd headache..

remember

i have high blood pressure

n i may be collapse if i forced too hard

but alhamdulillah

about 1 hour later i'm okay

i managed to stay at school until school session ends.

however,

its really a tough day for me.

=(