Cherita Shaye..

31.1.2010

hari yg pling mnguji sanubari..

moyang aku pergi wat slamanye..

gmbira dlm sedey bercampur serentak..

gmbira utk arwah sbb akhirnye..impian utk jumpe family yg da takde tercapai..

sedey krna pemergian arwah wat slamanye..

wlupn die moyang yg aku tak brape rapat sbb die dok jb..jarang jumpe..still aku syg die..

die sgt comel..sgt lembut..sgt baik..n penyayang..

AL-FATIHAH utk arwah baba yam ku...

['baba' means nenek/moyang in my family..]

dlm mase yg same..

ketika aku tgh bce yassin utk arwah..

hp mak aku bunyik..

suddenly mak aku nangis..

n pegi kt aku..

"hospital call kata ade kidney utk nana"

air mata aku trus mengalir tanpe henti..

mse tu..

aku tak tau ape prasaan aku..

bnd yg aku tggu slama 6 taun..

tibe2 jd kenyataan..

GOD..

what a day..

after dpt brite tu..

i called my besties...dila..

i told her bout that..

n she was really happy..

but sad coz after operation [kalo operate] i'll be on mc 4 3 month..

recovering takes time..

but..

whatever it is..

GOD knows what is the best for us..

rite?

the kidney wasnt for me..

the other patient got it..

[dun wanna tell the long story..]

its okey..

yes..few days i can't accept the fate..

but until when i wanna be like that?

i wake up n back to reality..

look foward n never look back..

have u ever felt..

a situation..

when u thought it was good for u n almost the best for u...

but suddenly..

the thing doesnt come true..

then u started to cry..

coz u think u r the worst person on the earth..

u r the poor person in this world..

u cry n cry until u can't cry anymore..

then u started to think..

why it happens like that?

u noe the answer?

the answer is..

when u think it is good for u..

sometimes it is not actually the best for u...

when u think it is not good for u..

sometimes it is the best for u..

the conclusion is..

we have to put our faith in GOD..

we have to pray n leave it to GOD..

it is HIS job to handle..

dun wory..

one day..

HE will give u something that u have never expect..

i really believe that..

"LIFE must go on..

if we keep crying or being sad...

it wont help to settle our problems..

that what i have learnt from my experience in life..

LIFE is such a nice story..

like a novel..

but the difference is..

novel we can simply look at the last page n know what is the ending..

but in LIFE..

we don know..

until the day comes.."