Maybe there's something behind it..

hurm..

dunno why..

feel like uneasy..

dunno how to describe my feelings..

mybe cause tomoro my besties will be taking PMR results..

n i?

juz waiting n ready to be happy for my frenz..

aku cume leh tgk..

dan kongsi kegembiraan kwn2 aku...

hope for the best for them..

aku tak dpt bersama2 menanti keputusan tu sbb aku takkn dpt kputusan pmr..

u guys surely understand y rite..

aku nk rase spt org len..

tp takdir da tntukan..

aku teringin nk sme2 rase debaran sblom result kluar..

spt mana upsr dulu..

aku nak sama2 hadapi kputusan tu..

tapi aku tak dpt..

sume org akn bgn pg dan ke skola esok..

hnye aku yg akn duk di umah..

hnye aku sorg tau klas aku kt mana taun depan..

dan kmungkinan besar takkn sama clas dgn kwn2 karib aku..

how am i going to face that?

what matter it is..

i have to face it..

n i have to accept that i won't have pmr results like my frenz..

n that all bcoz of my sickness..

my operation that i have undergo..

i know

one day..

Allah will give me more than i want..

Allah will give me the best..

one thing Allah have given me..

wanna know what?

hehe..

i will go somewhere this january..

will skip 2weeks from school...

will talk detail bout this when i came back from there...

only a few people who know detail bout this..

n i can't tell who are they..

catch up next story..

the end..

"will miss all my besties..n also u..but have to forget it..cause wanna focus on my trip.."

*life is such a novel..n we are the author..*