GOD..pliz don't test me until like this hard..

itz been a month i got infection...

mule2 kene..

pastu baek..

then skunk..

kene balik..

n..

itz getting worst n worstt n worstttttt~!!

arghh...!! i feel like wanna kill myself~!

i am to weak..

i keep crying whenever i feel down..

mybe i can't stand anymore..

itz really pain..

really..

infection tht never end~

warghhh~

rse cm nk koyakkn perot nie nk tarik nanah tu kuar~!!

like damnnn stress biler kene infection~!!

feel like can't do anything coz really pain~

juz crying n try to fight~

i am juz hoping .......

hoping to be healthy as before..

only YOU tht can make me healthy as before..

so..

i can only hoping from u..

da usaha..

da cube sumenye..

juz hoping..

berserah..

tawakal...

i know itz not good to think negatif..

n i'll try to fight as much as i can...

God..

i know u love me..

n i know this is juz a test for me..

but sometimes.. i can't get through this..

i am not strong enough to overcome it...

i have been fighting for 5 years..

i need some strength to overcome this..

pliz God..

pliz..this time i really don't have any strength to overcome my illness..

i can't stand..

my tears keep falling down..n never ends..

i am a weak person..