Dugaan TaOn 2009....[TaOn PmR]

8.3.2009[sunday]

bgon awal..tuition kul 9 until 11.30a.m
after tuition went to airport [bukan klia..issst?tah ape nmenyer..air asia nyer]
anta makcik balik indon...then smpai kt airport..everyone are rushing n suddenly aku rse cm nk pengsan..pning giler tgk org ramai2 terkocoh2..cm kt hk lak..

"warghh~!! pening nyerrr~ giler ar..cm bus sten jekk~ nie airport ke hape??~~" -aku
"tu r~ ish...pening nyer.." -my bro

*kitorg dua org..yg sgt blur dgn keadaan dlm airport tuh..sbb bru bangon tdo..so msih terpinge2..wargh mmg btol2 cm nk pengsan..*

then after that...kitorg pon tlg makcik uruskan everything smpai la tibe mse kitorg da takley msuk lg...mmg cian die coz tak tau paper..da la sue org terkocoh2..saket pala aku..then pas die da lpas kaunter check passport tuh ... family aku n die da menitis da aer mata..yeah rse semacam..yela..da lme kn..wahh mmg sgt sedey..smpai kat umah jek..aku n abg aku sedey coz rse cm sunyi sikit...tp skunk da dpt trime la..


11.3.2009[wednesday]

after school..cm biasa..rutin hari2 amie firhan [uncle] amek aku balik skola..biasanyer aku msuk kete jek die akn senyum..then suddenly die cm...muram..n juz diam..

aku pon juz msuk kete n dok rilek..then die kata...

"baba tak sedarkan diri.."

"hah??apsal lak nieh..biler??"

"pg td...abah bru tepon nie bgtau..."

dlm aty aku.."hurm....jgn la dier saket lgy..pity her.."

"abestu...msuk sepital balik ker?"

"erm..tgk la cmner nnty..kalo teruk msuk sepital balik.."

"hurmm...kesian..bru kuar nk msuk lik...maid die pon tak cukup tdo tu.."

"itu la..smlm kuar elok aje..amie firhan yg uruskn..tgk dier okey jek.."

.......................bunyik hp amie firhan...............................

[abah call]

"helo...aa yer..erm.....inalillah...."

*time tu i was juz like..GOD~!!!!!!!!"

.......hang up.......

[i looked at amie firhan..]

[with a sad face......]

"baba....baba da meninggal dunia.."

"hah???????ishhhh bia betolll~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"bru sahkan td..''

[my GOD...what a perfect test from U to our family..]

[i juz look down n kept quiet..]

"saba yer...ade hikmah sume nie...kite juz fikir dier da hepi kt sne..kesian die menderita saket..."
"hmm....yer mmg tp...."
"yer..amie firhan faham..tape nana jgn tensyen sgt..nnty nana saket.."

[mmg sgt stress...sgt berat ujian kali nie...tak penah terfikir akn dpt ujian seberat nieh...]

aku smpai umah..campak beg n trus lari tgk baba..
OMG ~!!! is this reality????? i was juz like.....baba~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhh~!!!!
aku trus nanges n nanges....aku jd tak tntu arah..n tak tau ape nk wat...abah aku da mcm org tak betol...buntu..n tak tau nk wat aper..he was so sad n so down....pity him...

my cousins all came back...except fadhil n haikal...aimi,aidil,iqbal n kak diera came back to melaka from kl...they was juz like us..keep crying bile tgk jenazah...my brother skip from exam n trus g semabok..

i didn't attend school on the next morning...exam tak buat..n kpala sgt serabut n feel like wanna cry everyday..but yes...life has to go on...yg da pergi da bahagia..yg hidup perlu teruskan hidup..

kebumi at night..finished everything at 12 sumething a.m...arrive home at 1a.m...balik trus tdo...

mmg sgt terkejut..sedey n sgt tak percaya baba da tader...my baba yg comel da tader...
i hope she is now happy wif her beloved parents..beloved family...

aku terharu..sbb die pilih umah aku utk die hembuskan nafas terakhir..tp kitorg bwk jenazah ke semabok utk dimandikan n dikapankan sblom disembahyangkan n also dikebumikan ...jenazah dikebumikan di tanah perkuburan Islam di bukit cina melaka..

thnks to all yg da comfort aku...n ucap takziah..terutama my beloved adek n also my besh ym fren..zaza..

mntk jasa baek...bcekan Al-Fatihah buat arwah nenekku yg tercinta...sekian..salam..