5 years...and now time to say goodbye..

its been 5 years..

since i am in standard 4..

n not yet know i have kidney prob..

a person i called 'makcik' rather then 'bibik' like anyone else..

she came to work wif my family..

at first..we wanted to take her as our maid for 2 years..[minimum]

suddenly after 2 years..she wanted to continue working wif my family..

tahun berganti tahun..

sedar2 da 5 tahun dier bekerja ngn family aku..

akhirnye..die terpakse buat kputusan utk balik indon..

bcoz of family prob n something nk kne urus..

raya 2008...my siblings n makcik..

yeah mmg susah nk biasakn diri mcm 5 tahun lps..buat sume keje2 yg septtnyer..

ahah..yeah smpai kt skola org kata.."yela..tak penah pgg penyapu.."

hey..sory sket..sblom ader maid..aku rilek jek wat keje umah..its not bcoz of tak tau..but tak biasa..yes..tak biasa..

for me..its better tade maid..bia tak jd malas..as what happen to me n my siblings..per ma lash..

so from now on..kne start do things by your own..no more asking help from the maid..learn to do everything..itz not difficult if u want to do it..

ape yg aku risau skrg adlh..

erm..where i'm gonna stay after school?

home??nobody at home..

sunyi..bahaye..n i am alone at home..no way la parents aku nk bg stay alone at home..

yeah mmg plan nk duk umah nenek pas abes waktu skola..but the prob is..

...aku tak rapat ngn nenek aku..how..? quite difficult..no topic to start the conversation..

tp takpe lar..pndai2 la aku nnty..juz focus on studies n don worry 4 small prob like that..

pekse da dekattt wooooooooooooooooooooo~!!! 10.3.09-test 1~!!! warghhh~ tatottt~

*so..for makcik..time kasih coz da jage kitorg adek bradek yg byk kerenah nie sejak kecik smpai besa..sejak skola rendah smpai nk amek pmr da..hurm..mmg agak sedey makcik nk blik..coz kitorg kire da rapat ar ngn makcik..coz 5 taon kn..huh..sume hal family mkcik tau..harap rahsiakan..n jgn luper kt kitorg keyh~!! renung2 la gmba2 kitorg yg nana da cucikan 4 makcik..so..smoge smpai indon ngn slamatnyer..n smoga bahagia dsamping family tersayang..time kasih skali lagi..dr kiteorg..kluarga Sheikh Muhammad Fadzullah..dan juga kluarga Sheikh Ismail..*