Hoping today will end as soon as possible..can't stand...

Yesterday..and also today...really bad days for me..

Yesterday [Wednesday]

Hurm..pg2 sblom g skola..i am juz fine n sgt excited nk g skola..

Suddenly mse smpai skola..after few hours..idung rse gatal n En. BERSIN da muncul..i was juz..’’oh no..selsema come again..hate this..’’[after BerSin few times]

Time ujian tara

-it was juz okay..cumer yeah..with KEGATALAN idung yg tak menahan nie..jap2 aku bersin..sapu tngan standby...takot terbersin kat cikgu lak..kalo terbersin kat ckgu..abesla..mst marks for test 1 ZERO%..-

At home

-selsema makin terok...rse cm nk mngamok satu umah..idung tak selesa..badan rse panas2..mmg sgt tak selesa..cm nk demam..tp still on9 wif my beloved adeq angkat..then malam tu something happen..my abah suddenly tergunting kulit kat bahagian perot aku..[sewaktu die nk gunting plaster yg menutup operation site aku..]

He was so guilty..100 times die mntk maaf ngn aku..aku pon rse cm terharu..pdahal tergunting skit jer..tu pon bukan sngaja...yeah i admit..sgt pedih..tp cre abah mntk maaf cm die wat ksalahan besar..mse tu mmg aku rse yg abah sgt syg aku..cehwahh~

After that...pinggang aku suddenly saket..wargh..dgn selsema..bisa kt luka tuh..pinggang lak saket..aku trus rse cm aku dilahirkan utk saket..[wth tht i’m thinking~crazy~~]

-end of yesterday matter-

Today

-medical check-up-

Doctor wanna do something for procedure 4 the operation of my kidney..

The thing tht the doc wanna do called ECHO..mule2 i am so blur what is actually ECHO?

ECHO- check the condition of my heart whether it is fit for the transplant[pembedahan b.pinggang]

Then..doc told me that mybe i will get transplant this year...in my mind[hows pmr??]

[that time i felt stressed,emo,n wanna cry..bcoz of what??biar la aku jek yg tau...]

Now..i feel like wanna scream..wanna cry..coz i am so down...donno why..

-hope tht today will end as soon as possible-